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Monday, January 29, 2007

Writers Block

My quill has dried up,
No words from my pen;
No jabbering rhymes
On emotions of men

Oh why won't this key
Turn in my brains lock?
Why is it me:
Damn writers block!

My Own Contrition

Alas, sweet sorrow, sing no more;
Bereavement, be gone from me.
Hearken thou to hell-flames door—
Tears which were cried by me.

Hearken, ghosts of paling mists
Be gone for the night hath passed;
Wallow in thy weeping wish
For a love that was lived to last.

Sickness of shadow, hear me out
And question not my deeds;
Leave me with your quivering doubts
For—to hell—thy whisper leads.

Hear me now, damsel of gold—
Sweet, seductive, angelic dove—
Hear this now: the whisper told
Of my hearts undying love.

Which heaven heard, my own petition;
My poem penned, sincere contrition.

The Dream

I dreamt a dream as my tired sleep,
Bathed my body in darkening deep:
Shadows of silence in terror tombs
Hearing the cry of sorrowful loons;
As I lay in dark and dreary sleep
I dreamt a dream of thee.

I dreamt a dream, however gone,
I searched in silence, however long--
As if it were awaiting my call
Towards the sea--and searching fall,
Into the pain of love lost and gone:
I cried this tear for thee.

I dreamt a dream of waterfalls
And roses floating, and the calls
Both of the sea, to you and me,
And forests enchanted for all to see;
I dreamt this dream of waterfalls,
And this wonderland for thee.

I dreamt this dream of waterfalls,
And this wonderland for thee.

My Delight In Solitude

As lost memories dawned I did not see,
All things in life I was meant to be;
And those things in life I should have been
Were eclipsed by my own mortal sin.
And I never minded darkness much
In search of truth, in search of such:
While long and far, and far I did roam,
For in truth, I liked to be alone.

And while I sat in shadows forgot,
Long lay the virtue, long lay the thought
Of all that was and was to become,
While many a mile I did run.
From what I knew, I never did know,
From what I could see, I never could show;
In search of shadows forgotten home,
For in truth, I liked to be alone.

And all the sea: the sands of the world,
Were filled by me, my tears unfurled.
The ship lost in port, encased in shroud,
Alone its encased, though in a crowd.
Forgot it was, forgotten its lost
Forgotten at sea the waves are tossed;
And none do care to call for their home,
For in truth, they like to be alone.

Deviating Inclinations

I remember
How we used to speak;
Of places we wished
To travel when we
Would be older.
And all was sound
In our serenity
Of orbital silence.
Common purpose,
With common goals.

But now I sit
Suffocating,
Vitals barely alive;
I sit on my bed--
Hazed thoughts through my head
Are half-dazed death walks,
And half-dead sleep talks--
And you've left your path
With no ruby slippers
To take you home.

Quatrain de Douleur

Throttle my throat
Harsh, helpless winter;
Summer's setting in--
A cold, dreary thought.

Sleeping on a Highway

I watched you as you waited
The highway filled with headlights,
And wondered why you slept on
The fast-lane of the freeways.
Every eye submerged with fright
At the raindrops of your blood.
To late now, so we say: "Splat"
The Semi-truck squished you flat.

Heigho Geronimo

Your simmered words weld upon
The crooked anvil of my ears,
Each note a twisted leap
As spiders shimmy on the cords
Of my marionettish heart.

Heigho Geronimo!

For, surely, there’s more fish that swim
In the murky depths of the sea;
Yet, I care only for you—
My hallowed, hated, dream-catch.
I am you treacherous Ahab
Yet you’ve torn my heart asunder
And left both legs attached.

For, this is the bare subtlety
Of our shared, divining love.

I Long for Autumn’s Cool

The oceans fog hold no more chill
Upon my sunken brow,
My calloused heart bleeds but one will
Of what I’m wishing now;

The maritime drained from my bones,
I long for autumn’s cool—
The dazzled blaze top leafy thrones
Far from the waters cruel.

For ships were once sailed afar
For a Fairy Queen,
And all stood—both mast and star—
To hear her laughter sing.

And sang she did, her melody
Guides my turn of wheel,
And led me far in memory
Of what I’m feeling still.

Her voice sang for me, and yet,
Her heart and eyes were not;
They were upon the shoreline set
In reminiscent thought.

Heart beat loudly for the love
She wished to leave away,
Following the stars above
That shone each night and day.

And the band that played upon the deck,
Its music bore my heart,
Mingled with her mind so set
To rip my ship apart.

And so I swam while my ship
Floats with Fairy Queens;
I returned to lands of crypts
To invoke my broken dreams.

And may autumn come so swift
(Her leaves will hide me well)
While red’s and yellows downward drift
To ebb my bloody swell.

For it would not be good on her ride
If she spotted blood upon the tide.

Remedy

Sometimes, on sleepless night like this—
When even the moon dims her brow
And stars are kept in timelessness
To shade already shadowed howe—

My thoughts are turned, my dreaming too,
To the sphere’s of your emerald skies;
Auburn locks of luminous hue,
Enchanting mystery of the eyes.

Glaze my gaze with your summer days,
In glades and lakes, secrets revealed;
Myriads of Dryads dance your ways
With secret souls, in heart, congealed.

But nights too short, and days too long—
Too short to dream, too long to wait—
While yet, I hear your seraphim song
From pearly thrones scintillate.

When on sleepless nights, such as this,
I hear your voice and dream of bliss.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Spirit of the Sailor

Silent dreams sing here no longer,
Atlantic mists roll back His waves,
Souls which once had made him stronger
Lie sleepless in their watery graves;
And, high above the aqua flow
The seagull glides with haughty breast,
His hungry eye set far below
To flesh that waits in fluid rest.

For, deep beneath the smell of salt,
And deeper than the golden rays
Of sunshine gleam on Neptune’s vault
Recalling thoughts of summer days,
Lay men of war, and sailor ships—
The wooden hulls are rot inside—
They bled in battle ever thick
By cannon wounds so gaping wide.

There’s few that speak, and fewer tell
Of lives before this darkened life.
Its Heaven not, yet worse then Hell,
This graveyard built by nation’s strife.
Here, shadows swirl around the masts,
Their courses halt not by the day;
They are as curtains for the cast
In this paradox of play.

Yet, there is one and one alone
Whom sits beside the gunner’s shafts,
Of a vessel sailed far from home—
Her crew as children in their crafts.
“We are the damned, Poseidon’s slaves,
Held fast within his solid will.”
He weeps to all who come his ways
And all of those who listen still.

“We are the dead, yet once alive,
We laughed and sang, and even loved.
We stood at peace till war arrived—
A mountain that could not be moved—
Yet still, we loved, our women bore
Our children by the hearty throng:
Daughters for joy, our sons for war,
And both to sing ancestral song.

“We worked and gathered in the field
The fruits of our father’s labor;
And we danced till night would yield
To mornings sweetened savor.
Then came—alas—the call to war,
Our Queen enraged the Philip’s fire;
So we did sail ‘gainst Spanish score,
Our ships, though small, filled with ire.

“Though win we did, my ship they sank
While rats—they were the chosen few—
They fled unto the Dover’s bank
And left my ship to sink with crew.
We landed in the murky deep
Where many Spanish ships were kept;
Men, merged with water, longed to weep
While water, with men, sadly wept.

“Yet, we could not, nor could we try;
No longer breathe, nor laugh, nor love!
Tears we eat, they are the sky
That drifts below the sky above;
And locked we are, as prisoners here,
Water halts our way to Heaven,
Nor can we dig to gates of Weir
Our spades, to rust, are freely given.

“Poseidon—that great god of sea—
Is more hated then Hell itself;
He rules over us, yea over me,
In all his rich and water wealth.
Yet, since in war, we were led here
His punishments saved for us alone;
And his dregs, more dark then fear,
Proceed from his own lichen throne.

“The manta ray does plague our soul
With stings that stung forevermore,
And darkness that looms black as coal
Seeks to erase all thoughts of yore.
The Octopus does drink our blood,
The kelp entangles round our throat;
And, through this all, our lord has stood
His eyes upon his captives gloat.

“He seeks to break our very minds
Yet, this he’s done, and knows it well;
But still, upon the stone he grinds
Our souls within this hated hell.
For one thing yet he has not broken
And this we cling to as the vine,
Clings to the oak when storms awaken
To tear her grasp, and fit in line.

“It is our souls, our spirits youth—
Though, unto him, they serving, bow.
We still recall, though yet aloof,
The lives we lived ere living now.
We remember, as once it were,
Our youthful wives with angel face:
The touch, the voice, and feel of her,
Each thought our memories can’t erase.

“We recall each quaint daffodil
That bloomed throughout the summer long,
With every valley held silent still
Though thrust amidst all sight and song.
Our children with their smiling faces,
Do light our heart and cheer our minds;
For from us, it now erases,
Rekindles spirits of our kind.

“So, though our hell be dark and deep—
We see not the light of day—
Our eyes do shine, our spirits keep
Our hearts preserved, to guide our way.
And, though damned of damned we be—
For Poseidon’s slaves we are now—
We cannot, will not, honestly
Bend our knees in gracious bow.

“For, though long and far we now roam,
In time the dead will find their home.”

The Weights Which Atlas Bore

Erase the tremble-some tenors
Oh early dew of my chorused heart,
Thy lips of sweet, moonstone perfume
Burn as flames within my senses.
Each petal from my frozen soul
Of lilies feels dashed ‘gainst the shore
Of foaming southern seas; the fog
Filling the salty air we breathe
As we flail our arms futilely
To fail from drifting far away
Toward the murky, Hades depths
Where no ships sail from sepulchres
To greet us in lonely passing.

I feel the weights, which Atlas bore
Wound across mortal shoulders frail.
Alas! Round world Angels can’t bear,
Where are my sacred wings of gold
To guide me to eagle clefts?
Gone! Their gone away and now none
Do dare to hide my hated form
From the cold and calloused handling
Of natures grip ‘gainst her kindred—
The monster his master could not,
Nor dare not, save for his own self.
And so, he bore: faithless
To fall, and watch all fall away.

The last vestment of the chilling night
Hid by children—vestiges
Of all unspoiled innocence—
Is now defiled so greatly.
Greatly, greedily, why fall ye
So far from you charted courses,
And cause deviation to death?
Yet, could not even Seraphim
Seduce Satan’s torture chambers?
Yea, they could, and yet, they give me
The burden of their blessed crafts;
So, in my sorrow, I carry
What they could, but refuse to bear.

And in my sweet, sequestered, spite
I hold both our pains tonight.

The Goblin Dreams Alone

Slink slowly down this passage
For it was formed for thee,
Slowly, softly, forget me now
In the screaming of my terror;
Forget me through this fright
For the Goblin fears alone.

Weep in your silent serenity--
Dismal tears on stainless black--
Bound for all eternity
Upon demented lack.
Weep in all your silence,
For the Goblin weeps alone.

Dream the darkness of the night
It deonticates for thee;
Sleep in your succulent fright,
For the night sings for thee.
Dream in your serenity,
For the Goblin dreams alone.

Dream in your serenity,
For the Goblin dreams alone.

The Night Was Made

The night was made for loving—
For lovers like us two—
The night was made for holding,
Embrace both me and you.

The night was made for kisses—
Our lips in rapture meld—
The night was made for wishes,
In both our hearts are held.

The night was made to listen—
Our dreams conjoined as one—
The night was made to glisten
In beams more bold then sun.

The night was made for fire
(For passions dwell in flame,)
The night was made Desire
In pleasure chant its name.

And night was made for loving,
For lovers like us two;
Yes, night was made for loving,
Embrace both me and you.

Vol De Folie

Tears which fall upon the shore,
Gild the lily with the gore
Of my heart, which sings of your
Melancholy spite.

Tears which fall upon the waves—
Which your silence darkly saves—
Hide your facets from the days,
That were filled with light.

Raise my body—necromancy—
To live again, with every fancy;
(When sprits spoke of geomancy)
Hidden from my sight.

Hear me now, ghost hark of flame;
Fear my song sung in the rain:
A solemn chant of bitter pain,
Sung only by the night.

Sung in reverent solicitation,
To fly from darkened deliration.